Toots

mood:

happy

Today was amazing. Went to the circus. I want to be an acrobat. Running away always seems so good sometimes. Then I open my eyes and see what an amazing mother, siblings, and freinds I have. Lifes to short to take forgranted. As much as I gripe and complain about being lower class or not having as much as other, I truly need to learn to appreciate what I have instead of begging and wishing for more.

COld Keg, was.the.shit. HAd a blast!! Talked to dave (the x bouncer) to whom I once went out with a couple times. We are going to go hang out again. Hes SMOKING HOT! Plus hes a mechanic...and an opera singer..odd? Yes. But that only intrigues me more. Tomorrow My middle school sweetheart has a day planned for me that I know ill love. IM super excited, I just hope he understands that i cant commit yet. Its dangerous. Hearts to young and fragile ,have to handle with care. No rushing anymore. I know i cant escape heartache, but theres no harm in trying eh?

I just read a friend of mines old journal post. She talked about how even though there were people she disliked...She found inspiration in all of them in some form. I say Touche'. Shes an amzing person. (you know who you are) And i know you dont care what others think...but i want you to know that I do realize all you do for me, and its much appreciated. I keep saying ill repay you somehow. And IM not fibbing. It might be little things, but keep your eyes and ears open..I dont have much to give other then a smile, a laugh, or something homemade cuz ima poor nicca. But I want you to know that im trying, and ill try. You are one of the most amazing people ive ever met. You say you see inspiration in others? I see it in you everyday. I hope you know how much i mean it when I call you my best friend.

Lifes still spinning faster and faster, I hope I can keep up.

p.s. I drove all the way home today from the keg...gahh!! Sounds like no big deal, but it was for me. One small step toward independence. yay me!

                                                        *Cheers*
                                            Kayla (a.k.a Nikki)

                               ~~(Living in the wrong decade)~~

location: My Living room.

mood:

artistic

music: Serj Tankian

     I'm not sure where to start really. I could blab on and on about my life until now, but lets face it nobody wants to sit on livejournal and read your life story. From what i've seen its just a day to day update. This is how ill keep it.

     Today was my 5th day working at Incredible Pets and no complaints really. I cant have my blue faux-hawk which makes me a little on the angry sad. (damn no tollerance conservative assholes!) But all in all I like it. I think everyone including the manager is warming up to me. I suppose I just have to show them that im not some punk whos going to quit in a week. (as long as they aren't asshole again) .

    Relationship status is kind of rocky. Im scared of commitment I think. Not only have I broken one to many little hearts, but Im 18 years old..and this is my 12th job. OUCH! The boy who told me he loved me under the stars on his roof the other night however may just change that fear. p.s. he was also my middle school sweetheart. (hold back the awes please) .

   Anywho I need money and a car so im working on it. Lifes going by so fast and yet nothings getting done in due time it seems. Adulthood is scary. Wonder if peter pans got an extra room?? Goodnight to you!

                                                                               *Cheers*
                                                                                  Toots

                                             (Living in the wrong decade)
                                                                                  xoxo

Toots

Nov. 16th, 2007

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